In part 1 I shared how I used the power of energy work, the law of attraction, and prosperity principles to quantum leap into a version of myself that has a consistent, stable, high-income, and sold-out client spaces within my online coaching business. Great!
But, after experiencing what felt like true financial freedom, I realized that the money wouldn't make me happy if I didn’t have an actual life outside of work that I loved, and people to share it with.
Once I had the money, I realized how little the money really mattered if I still came home alone, craving love, connection, and pleasure.
I began to learn that true success isn’t just about having more money, but having a high quality of life in all areas of life.
I began to learn that true abundance isn't about money, it's about embodying an energy of having it ALL: Love, joy, peace, fun, incredible relationships, health, pleasure, purpose, and from that prosperous energy, the floodgates for money open.
I knew that the very same energetic practices and principles that helped me grow in my career and finances would help me in my personal life, too.
I began to do my manifestation practice, and again, within minutes, I felt the feelings of a version of myself that was surrounded by people who loved me deeply.
In my mind I saw myself and a group of friends whom I hadn’t met yet at a dinner party. We were laughing and joking around. Warm music was playing in the background. I saw myself feeling so comfortable, confident, and relaxed.
In my visualization, the version of me that I was looking at felt so far away. I wondered, what if I were to merge into that vibrant, confident version of myself that I was seeing at a distance? In a matter of seconds, I merged into my "quantum twin" that was radiantly confident and relaxed in social settings (little did I know at the time that this would turn into an essential component of my Quantum Shift practice!).
I was now within her body, looking around the room through her eyes.
What happened next was truly a miracle…
Somehow, in some way, I felt what it feels like to be seen, loved, and appreciated for who I am, just as I am, for the first time in my life.
This felt so, SO weird! But it also felt so, SO good.
Every time I’ve fantasized about a life where I’m confident and relaxed in social situations, it felt unreal, similar to how it feels when you wake up from a dream that was so amazing and think "that was amazing but would never actually happen."
But now, as I was within her body (in my meditation), looking out at friends through her eyes, I received their genuine love and care for who I am as a person, without me needing to try to be anything or anybody else. And when I’d look at people who I didn’t know (still in my meditation), I felt an ease and relaxing within my body. I just “wasn't worried” about what they may or may not think about me because I’m relaxed, I'm confident, and I know who I am.
To a woman who has struggled with extreme social anxiety ever since elementary school when I learned that I needed to look, sound, and BE a certain way in order to gain the approval of my parents, teachers and peers, the experience within this Quantum Shift practice of feeling so mother f*cking free, confident, relaxed and loved being ME was revolutionary.
Mind. Blown.🤯
I wonder if there’s something you’ve always visualized at a distance?
When you picture your desired future, does it feel like you're looking at yourself and she or he is far away?
What if you were to imagine merging and stepping INTO that "quantum twin" version of yourself?
Some people say the key to confidence is to act confident and everyone will believe you, and eventually you’ll even start to believe yourself.
Other people say self trust is the key to confidence and you need to stick to the commitments you make with yourself because as you break the commitments you make with yourself, you learn that you cannot trust yourself.
I 100% agree with both of these keys; however, I don’t think either of them would have worked alone if I wasn’t able to imagine and feel myself being that confident, vibrant, free, relaxed-in-herself woman. The woman who walks into a room and people turn their heads. Not because of what she’s wearing physically, but energetically. She glows, she’s vibrant. She effortlessly radiates peace and love. People feel relaxed and warm in her presence. She’s okay with people looking at her, and she’s okay with people not looking at her. She doesn’t need validation from others. When people compliment her, she’s receptive and humble. When people judge her, she’s compassionate and simply observes their trigger, and therefore inner wounding, with love. She’s in her own energy. She knows who she is and what she’s available for. She respects herself, and therefore others respect her. She values herself, and therefore others value her. She loves herself, and therefore she can finally receive the love her genuine friends and family have been trying to give her all along.
This profound Quantum Shift experience awakened the woman in me. A flame was sparked within my heart and womb, and a fire began to grow. Within one day I began experiencing signs and synchronicities guiding me to learn about feminine energy. These breadcrumbs from the Universe led me to a “feminine energy business mentor” who specialized in healing sexual trauma and embodying feminine energy in life, business, and relationships.
Ding, ding, ding!
If I’m being 100% real, raw, and honest with you, when I saw her talking about her work on social media, I felt both turned on and triggered all at once. My body was both tingling with a "YES" feeling all over, and I was triggered AF. I thought…"Is this some dark voodoo magic? Am I a lesbian all of a sudden?” 🤣
Luckily, at this point in my life, I had learned that what I see and feel in others is a reflection of what I see and feel within myself. Triggers are our greatest teachers.
So, I got curious and began asking myself questions:
Is this feeling of pleasure my intuition? I felt a "yes."
Is this my body telling me yes, lean in? "Yep."
And for this trigger, is she reflecting something within me that another part of me deeply fears? My inner voice had a long respond for this one → "Most definitely. There is a part of you that is just as open, sensual, feminine, radiant and abundant as her, but there are part of you afraid of what that will mean. If you step into this feminine version of yourself, your life will open. Your relationships will flourish. This means you will be seen which scares you. You will be risking pain and heartbreak which scares you. That is why you're feeling triggered. It is fear. And fear is boring. Fear says stop. Fear will stop you from living your entire life if you let it. This part of you that is afraid is a younger version of you. She just wants to receive love, acceptance, and safety from you and God. Then, she will be less afraid. She will walk with you. She will no longer hold you back from living the extraordinary life God has planned for you."
Does this part want to be opened, loved, and expressed? Abso-fucking-lutely.
I decided to hire this feminine energy mentor. Another large, multi-thousand dollar a month investment, but I reminded myself, “Hiring a coach, healer or mentor has expedited my healing and manifestations so far. And the money has showed up for me each and every time in the past! The Universe has always supported me when I trust and leapt. I’ve got this. I will receive a return in my investment from this.”
When I began working with her, my intentions were clear: I want to continue to grow my coaching business. It'd be epic to have a multi-5-figure month, maybe even $50,000! But on a deeper level, I wanted to experience the love and life that I crave, filled with deep love, connections and joy. Everything I intended eventually manifested, but in a different way, and on a different timeline than my mind had expected.
Within one week of working with her, I was able to see, feel, and understand on a deeper level how a deeply embodied, radiant, feminine woman thinks, speaks, works, and lives. This became another essential component of my Quantum Shift practice: learning from, and intentionally spending time in the energy of, people who are experiencing what I want to experience. When you spend time in the energy and frequency of people who have what you desire to create, you effortlessly adopt their energetic frequency and therefore will begin magnetizing and manifesting those desire with no conscious effort on your end. Of course, this also works in the reverse...If you spend a lot of time with people who are always stuck, complaining, stressed and frustrated, you will easily become more stuck, stressed and frustrated.
Later on, I learned how to hop into alternate dimensions and realities to receive the wisdom and energetic frequency of anyone on the planet and more successful, aligned, abundant versions of myself that are already living and experiencing it within the quantum field (I teach all of this within Quantum Shift).💫
In one of my new mentors lessons, she taught us to be fully present and prioritize joy today. Don’t wait and push off joy for tomorrow, or tomorrow's joy may never come. That day, I decided to finally take the plunge and buy myself a new car. I had been living without one for a year! Wanting one, debating on buying one, and overthinking it in all the ways. The time had come!
When I walked into the dealership, I was intimidated. So many men who knew so much more about cars than me. I knew I wanted a black SUV. I decided to have fun with it and just choose one that I really loved. When I went to begin the application process, I was told that it was the last day of a promotional offer where I could finance the car payments with a 0% interest rate! Amazing. Shout-out Universe.
As the salesman was checking proof of my salary, his jaw nearly hit the floor. He asked "what in the world do you to receive $9,000 a month?" I began to tell him about my work as a coach, and how I use energy work to draw clients and money to me. It was interesting to me, I had grown so used to making that kind of money that I forgot it wasn't the norm for most people. Here he was working all day, every day to sell cars, making a small commission on successful sales, with no days off (yeah...that's what he said!). I hope our conversation inspired and expanded him on what's possible.
As I continued to follow my mentors wisdom, prioritizing pleasure, presence, joy and fun, I built the courage to move to my dream part of the United States: sunny San Diego in southern California. I dreamt of living here ever since I was a little girl watching surf movies on TV.
The day I decided to move to San Diego, I logged onto Facebook and began searching through a 'San Diego Housing' group. I felt so flustered! There were so many options. Too many options. After 20 minutes of searching I thought "How could I know which one is best for me? I've never even been to San Diego! This is so overwhelming."
I remembered my Quantum Shift practice. I laid down, dropped into a deeply relaxed state, and visualized my life and dream home in sunny, southern California. I saw myself enjoying sunsets on the beach, and the sun beaming in through the windows. I heard the sea and felt the breeze on my face. I saw myself hugging a roommate that felt like a sister.
After that 20-minute practice, I knew the home would find me. I made a post within the Facebook group about what I was looking for and immediately a girl reached out and told me that she had a 3-month sublease available (which was PERFECT for me as I didn't want to sign a long term agreement incase I wanted to move again!). The home was in a great area, just one block away from the beach, under my budget! She sent me pictures -- it was so dreamy and everything I had desired and MORE! Check, check and check! Within a matter of a 1-2 hours I went from worrying about where I was going to live to manifesting a home that turned out to be better than described. Shout-out Universe.
When I arrived in San Diego, I began to lean even more into being that confident, radiant version of myself that I kept seeing within my meditations. I courageously put myself out there and experienced more fun, pleasure, love, travel, and connection than ever before! But after a few months, on the financial side of things, my income drastically declined. I went from consistent $8-10K months to $6K, $5K, $4K...AHHHHH! I was bugging. “What am I doing wrong?!?!!?”
I quickly realized that I swung way too far into my leaned back and receptive feminine energy. When I felt inspired to take action in my work, I rejected it. It felt so good to prioritize pleasure, play, and connection that I disregarded my intuition and let go of the healthy, strong, driven, protector and provider masculine energy that served me so well previously.
We all have both masculine and feminine energies within us. Healthy masculine energy is needed in order to relax into the receptive and magnetic magic of the feminine energy (for both men and women!). I used my tools and intentionally repaired my relationship with my healthy masculine, or yang, energy of clarity, certainty, strategy, and action and to my relationship with my feminine, or yin, energy of receptivity, intuition, magnetism, and surrender.
And by no surprise, BAM! I quantum leaped from receiving $4,000 one month to $48,777 the next... Completely organic, with no large following, no large engaged audience or email list, all while I was enjoying my life traveling in the tropics!😮🥳
So, how did it all unfold? What happened next? Stay tuned. I will share more stories of synchronicity, magical living, and quantum leaps and shifts soon...
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